13 People were bringing little children to Jesus for him to place his hands on them, but the disciples rebuked them. 14 When Jesus saw this, he was indignant. He said to them, “Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of God belongs to such as these. 15 Truly I tell you, anyone who will not receive the kingdom of God like a little child will never enter it.”16 And he took the children in his arms, placed his hands on them and blessed them.You know it truly amazes me how man people do not believe in God and Heaven. I'm not a crazy religious person. I randomly attend church. There are things I do not understand about God and Heaven, but I do believe! I was raised a Catholic and the ideal of Heaven being our home after we leave here. Earth is our temporary home and when God is ready will call us all home to Heaven when it is our time. Simple enough for me.
Even after the death of my son and even though I was so angry at God for quiet sometime I never stopped believing in Him or Heaven. I will do all I can so God will call me home one day to be with my son again! That day is far away but not soon enough! I miss my son like crazy and am excited for the day I will get to hold him again. With that being said.....
A few weeks back I was really disturbed and upset. I'm not sure why but it is still bothering me now. A girl said something about how Heaven isn't real. That it is a waste of time to believe in something that no one can prove exists. That after we die we are just a pile of bones rotting away and we no longer exists. I normally am very understanding that people believe different things and God will deal with people who don't believe in His own way. Still I was very upset by all of this. I truly believe my son is in Heaven waiting for me. I still feel him around me daily! I can feel when he is missing me and thinking of me. When I dream of him it is him coming to me telling me "Mommy I'm okay! I love you!" I just know it is him! I just feel so bad for this girl too. She really has no idea what it is like. I pray that one day she does believe. I would be afraid to not be a believer. What would you have to look forward to?
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